I, James Headnail, threw away love, lust and material goods as goals. Why? I'am not a person who thinks only about having sex and how to "get a score"; I find materialists the coward idiots who only cares about themselves and uses own allies as shield and because of love I mostly had only many troubles. Too many to continue that shit anymore. Remember my "unknown admirer"? Now that was exaggeration! That was the last thing I could believe in. Now I'am going to find the other goal, symbolically wearing pilgrim's outfit for travel and going through the desert.